So I had a really weird thing happen. I had a dream last night in which a guy I went to school with suddenly appeared out of nowhere. I hadn't seen this guy for about fifteen years since I bumped into him in a club.
And when I did it was strange and difficult.
I actually can't remember why we ever stopped talking. This guy was my closest friend at that age. We hung out together every single day, without fail. We knew everything about each other. We spent Christmas day at each other's houses and went camping every weekend in the summer. When we were teenagers we shared porn and jerked off together.
So last night I had a dream about him. I have no idea where it came from but there we were, adults, friends, talking and sharing what had happened to us in the years since we stopped talking.
That in itself is not strange. What is strange is that on my way to visit another friend I had to pass this guys childhood home, and there he was, right outside the house.
So what do you think. Was this a sign that I should have stropped, walked over and started a conversation? Do you think that perhaps he needed me for something? Like I said in my last post, I'm Pagan. I believe that these things happen for a reason. I really think that there is some reason that I had a dream about this guy and that perhaps there is some reason for him coming to mind. And to see him the following day, well that was just weird!
I didn't stop to say anything, but I know he didn't see me. I paused and considered going over. But I didn't and I know I should have. I'm going over there tomorrow and I'm going right up to the door and if he's not outside I'm going right up to the door and knocking on it.
And I will certainly let you know what happens. As I can't remember why we stopped talking, I might get a punch in the face. But for some reason I doubt it.
Now, I'm going to try to embed a music video here. And I don't know if it will work. But it's good, so bear with me. TRhis really doesn't relate to the post above, but it's such a good video I need an excuse to share it. So here goes...
And when I did it was strange and difficult.
I actually can't remember why we ever stopped talking. This guy was my closest friend at that age. We hung out together every single day, without fail. We knew everything about each other. We spent Christmas day at each other's houses and went camping every weekend in the summer. When we were teenagers we shared porn and jerked off together.
So last night I had a dream about him. I have no idea where it came from but there we were, adults, friends, talking and sharing what had happened to us in the years since we stopped talking.
That in itself is not strange. What is strange is that on my way to visit another friend I had to pass this guys childhood home, and there he was, right outside the house.
So what do you think. Was this a sign that I should have stropped, walked over and started a conversation? Do you think that perhaps he needed me for something? Like I said in my last post, I'm Pagan. I believe that these things happen for a reason. I really think that there is some reason that I had a dream about this guy and that perhaps there is some reason for him coming to mind. And to see him the following day, well that was just weird!
I didn't stop to say anything, but I know he didn't see me. I paused and considered going over. But I didn't and I know I should have. I'm going over there tomorrow and I'm going right up to the door and if he's not outside I'm going right up to the door and knocking on it.
And I will certainly let you know what happens. As I can't remember why we stopped talking, I might get a punch in the face. But for some reason I doubt it.

